Angel(she/they)

When I was about 8 years old (2016) I woke up early while my parents were still asleep and turned on the TV to see what to watch. Superjail was on and I cried due to so much gore being on the TV, even if it was cartoon gore. I was 8.

They all claimed to be for equal rights, pro-LGBT, and leftist, but they also bullied disabled people, “didn’t care” about politics or people’s lives in wars. They also called people “too woke”, said “woke people piss me off”, and they hang around homophobic people and don’t care about violence against queer people. One only likes men but says she’s bi.

So far, I have Magnolia, Rose, Violet/Violeta, Petunia, Lily, and Daisy for English, though Violeta is Albanian, Bulgarian, Greek, Lithuanian, Romanian, Serbian, Spanish, and Portuguese according to the Wikipedia.

For example, cheese is mold and mold that grows on food after it sits for a while is also mold, but that mold is disgusting whereas cheese is edible.

So I narrowed down nicknames to go by as I go by Angelica as my full online name. I was thinking for my choices, Angel, Angie/Angi (maybe Angie), or Angela.

As a Christian who doesn’t follow much of the super religious “rules”, I think it’s kind of a red flag but sometimes it’s not. My friend, for example, is agnostic, so he’s not sure if spirituality exists. He has a friend who’s super devout and constantly talks about Christianity. She has a Discord server about Christianity and most of her friends are Christian who just talk about Jesus and God all the time. She puts the crosses and bible verses in her bio too. She’s very nice and tries to be accepting but seems kinda judgmental or like “Oh, your non-traditional ways are… nice I guess.” She constantly asks my friend how his relationship with God is and if he reads the Bible and what his favorite verses are, even when he says he’s not super religious. My mom as of recent has become super religious, and while she is pretty left-leaning, thinks the only way to believe is to be Christian and you HAVE to believe in Jesus or you’ll die instead of live forever in Heaven.

Most leftists or Democrats I know seem to be very inclusive, including myself (I try at least), but some are very anti-Trump, claim to be inclusive and for equal rights, but they are very offensive, discriminating against, and cruel to/bullying the non-wealthy, disabled, gay/trans people, and more.

In the languages of my ancestors, for example, if someone was 14 years old, she would be “14 år gammal” in Swedish (14 years old) and “14 Jahre alt” in German (14 years old), but in Italian, she would say “ho 14 anni” (I have 14 years).

Hi, I’m looking for a country whose people or government mainly support my values. I’m looking for a country that: supports wildlife protection supports eco-friendly things and solar/wind energy supports freedom of expression and does NOT criminalize queer people, be it trans, gay, bi, pan, intersex, asexual, etc. peaceful, low crime community-oriented equal and just very friendly towards animals, filled with animal sanctuaries and no-kill shelters free education and/or healthcare (preferably education and healthcare are free/government-funded) high taxes are therefore fine to me compassion-oriented affordable food with low unhoused rates and high employment rates

So, for those who don’t know, there are many people in real life who identify as an anime archetype called “yandere”. Yanderes are “someone initially sweet and loving who becomes dangerously obsessed and often violent due to intense romantic love, frequently targeting rivals or anyone perceived as a threat to their relationship with their crush”. They will go from “deredere”, which is basically like very lovestruck, to “yan” which means “mentally sick” basically. There is a whole subreddit called r/Yanderes on Reddit that I lurk through sometimes and it pops up in my girlfriend’s feed sometimes despite her never commenting on it and being banned from it because we are polyamorous. Often these IRL yanderes will talk about how unfair it is that their crushes say they want a stalker partner and then get mad when they actually get stalked, though I can’t see why you would want that in the first place. They will talk about being controlling, obsessive, and some are even stalkers like mentioned above. I heard someone found a site and shared it with people to stalk their crushes. More often than not, because their whole theme is being obsessed with one person and that person only, they HATE polyamorous people and open relationships and some of the subs are more hatred of polyamorous people than yandere content. They view polyamorous people like me as cheaters, ban them from the sub, and talk about how they “hate polyamorous ‘people’” and such. They constantly talk about how they’re going to kill/castrate “cheaters” too, which likely includes polyamorous people who they view as cheaters. What I don’t get is that I understand not liking polyamory because it isn’t your thing, or only being obsessed with one person so you are monogamous but I don’t get hating on a lifestyle that doesn’t affect you and caring about it so much.

So, my school I went to has a German exchange program available for students learning German, of course. My friend, who is still in school (we’re only two years apart) is planning on taking German. She really likes Germany now. It used to be Peru, then France, but she tends to hyperfixate on different countries as she is neurodivergent like me. So, when it’s available in 2027 (she’ll start taking German in the 2026-2027 school year), I plan on telling her parents and surprising her by having them sign her up for the trip. However, a lot could change in two years and she might not even like Germany or German as much by then but yeah. Tchüss!